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Post by DESTINY PURCELL. on Jul 27, 2010 17:53:18 GMT
 wow the past two weeks had been eventful, to say the least. just as destiny felt her life truly was organised, on a high, something comes to complicate it. well not something, it was someone. alfie fabray. this boy was destinys first love, and as far as her exes went, he was still the only one she would consider going back to and falling for all over again. not only because he was beau's daddy. they were going strong or a good year and a bit when they started having sex. not because they felt they had to after a year. but because they both could say they were truly in love. although they were the biggest partiers going once upon a time, not once did they cheat, no matter how drunk. that just really proved how much they were on each others minds, how much they loved each other. but one of their drunk nights turned into drunk sex. unfortunately, dessy fell pregnant. they were drunk and careless. it was almost expected. she really panicked and told her dad first. he was super supportive, more than des thought he'd be. he went to alfie's parents, to talk about the pregnancy. little did he know, des hadn't told alfie. and once they found out their sons "slutty" girlfriend had gotten preggers, they moved without telling alfie why. they got him a new phone and new number so he couldn't contact his knocked up girlfriend. so she went on to have her baby single, without him. sure she was only sixteen but she knew alfie had been the one. but he'd gone.
"cmon boys, finish up with the toys," destiny said smiling, more talking to alfie. he'd been over a lot, everyday, since he knew he was beau's dad. beau didn't know of course, but he already was attached to alfie, which worried her a little. what if he didn't want a kid after the almost novelty of it disappeared? if him and destiny didn't get along? it panicked her a little, but she didn't show it. everything was going fine right now, and her and alfie were getting to know each other. to be honest, they clicked together even better than years ago. they weren't as close as they were obviously, but they'd get there. plus she still had feelings for him. how could she not? after finding out about beau he wanted to be there. she constantly told him he didn't have to be here, only if he wanted to. because it was obvious he was fine without him, before he arrived. a very soft loving smile pulled at destinys lips as her little boy yawned. it was about eight in the evening and his bedtime quite frankly. she walked over to the boys and picked him up in her arms. she had a bottle of warm milk hanging from her mouth as her arms were obviously full. "coming?" she asked alfie, motioning towards the kids room. she sat on the small two seater sofa. she fed beau the warm milk and you could see him tire. "he's so beautiful, I've never seen something so beautiful before," she said in a whisper. she was looking at her son with such a loving expression. he sat on her lap, looking up at her with eyes identical to hers. he was two now, he could speak a little and walked quite well. but des looked at him everyday like the first time she ever saw him when he was born. he was literally her life, andshe was so thankful he was born.
soon enough, the boy dozed off in her arms, sleeping soundly. he was so peaceful. she looked to alfie who sat there with her. "you want to hold him?" he was usually gone home before beau fell asleep, but he stayed tonight. and she was glad. she wasn't sure, but she thought she could see alfie wanted to be a father to beau. and there wasn't a hope she was going to take that away from him.
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Post by ALFIE FABRAY. on Jul 29, 2010 18:41:25 GMT
reaching for something in the distance so close you can almost taste itRELEASE YOUR INHIBITIONS FEEL THE RAIN ON YOUR SKIN NO ONE ELSE CAN
FEEL IT FOR YOU ONLY YOU CAN LET IT IN NO ONE ELSE, NO ONE ELSE CAN
SPEAL THE WORDS ON YOUR LIPS PUT YOURSELF IN WORDS UNSPOKEN LIVE YOUR
LIFE WITH ARMS WIDE OPEN TODAY IS WHERE YOUR BOOK BEGINS. THE REST
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -IS STILL UNWRITTEN.- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -THIS POST IS ABSOLUTELY COMPLETE, AND IS ONLY FOR EVE/DES. THERE
ARE A GRAND TOTAL OF 875 WORDS. MITCH IS WEARING THIS AND
IS LOOKING FLY. I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU, ALFTINY <3 AHAHA- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - coming back to roseneath had been easy for alfie, in all honesty he wanted to come back before but couldnt due to his age. he never understood why his father had moved him away, he had always just been told that des was a 'slut' and not a good influence for alfie. he was in love with destiny though and was broken up when he first moved away. for days he stayed in his room just staring at pictures of the couple, shedding the odd tear too. he didnt know how he could get over her, she was his first love, after all. she was the first person he had been with sexually. and the only one that sex had meant something with. he just wanted to return home, to his true home, where destiny was. he wanted to be back in her life and he wanted her in his life, just like it had been before. he was back now, though, and he wasnt over destiny. he had tried, seriously tried, but when he was with other girls he thought of des. it was terrible and he hated that feeling. he felt guilty and ashamed that when he was sleeping with someone else he wished it was destiny. it was wrong. but if he had his way it wouldnt have to happen anymore.
since he had arrived home, destiny had introduced him to the true reason why he had to move. he had gotten her pregnant, and he now had a son - beau. he didnt know how to react, he wanted to be with destiny. and he was afraid people would think differently of him if they knew he had a son. but he decided to get to know his son, he should be part of his life. destiny had insisted that it was his choice, and alf had insisted he truly did want to. he did, but he also thought it would make destiny happy too. things were frosty between them in the first few days he had come back, but she was warming up to him again now. he was sat with beau, playing with a pretty cool transformer toy. he hadnt made an effort, he wasnt trying to impress anybody, just wanted to see his son. he had his grey sweat pants on and a tight white wifebeater. he was athletic, almost naturally athletic, and this choice in attire showed off his physique. but it wasnt to impress des, although he realised it might help.
a quick laugh escaped his lips as des motioned it was time for beaus bed, and nodded along with des as she said she had never seen anything so beautiful. "hmm, im not sure, his mums alright too," a certain redness came to alfies cheeks, and he quickly apologised. it wasnt appropriate. des must be over him, and she didnt need to see he wasnt over her. he didnt normally stay at des' house this long, but had for some reason tonight. he walked with des to beaus room and sat next to her as she cradled their son. he quickly dozed off and destiny asked if he wanted to hold him. he smiled shyly. he hadnt held him yet, althoug he had seen him most days since his return. he nodded and reached over for him. he felt his precious figure in his arms and smiled. he had made this little life. and although he doubted he would admit it anytime soon, he was proud of what he had done.
tiny hands twitched as beau fell further and further asleep. it was cute, and alfie looked up to his once girlfriend. he smiled, he hadnt stopped smiling much this week, there was so much to smile about. he had a son now, he had a son with the woman he loved. that was special, he was sure she thought so too. alfie gently moved beau to his bed and stroked his nose when his eyes flickered lazily. "ssh baby, go to sleep, your daddy loves you," and he was becoming sure he wasnt lying. the more time he spent with this little boy the more he loved him. you had to love your son, it was natural. he leaned back, away from his son and kissed destiny on the cheek, "i should go, its been great seeing you both tonight," he let his hand fall on hers and he gripped it for a second before standing up and walking out of the room. he walked slowly, giving her time to stop him. he hoped she would stop him. as he walked down the hall to get to destinys front door he stretched his arms above his head. it wasnt late but he was tiring a little. his vest lifted as he stretched, showing the crook of his back where he had gotten a tattoo, he figured the tattoo was probably a mistake now though. it read, in cursive type, my destiny. if she was quick she would see it. if she wasnt quick enough then he hoped she would see it sometime anyway. the words meant her, but luckily destiny wasnt just a name. and alfie had always believed in destiny, in both senses.
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Post by DESTINY PURCELL. on Jul 29, 2010 20:26:22 GMT
destiny was never quite that fond of alfie's parents. well she used to be. she used to think they liked her as a person and all. she was like the female version of alfie; good humoured and liked to have a good time. she was perfect for their son! she made him happy. and he certainly made her the happiest girl in the world, which was why her family loved him. well not only that. they thought he was a lovely chap. but then destiny found out that alfie's parents said she was a slut. seriously? a slut? how could she possibly be a slut? she didn't go whore herself up. she didn't cheat on alfie. she was a responsible girlfriend, even though she wasn't always a responsible person. but alfie had come first in everything she did, he had always been on her mind. even when he moved. she cried for about three weeks straight. everyone knows girls are more emotional when it comes to break ups, or permanent separation. it was horrible. and on top of it all, she was pregnant. and alfie must've known, because her dad had told the parents and they surely would've told him, right? decent parents should've done that. but no, they didn't. so destiny had to move on. he probably moved on, so she had to too. nothing ever worked though. everyone in roseneath already knew that alfie had been her love, and knew she was still distracted by him. so even when people truly cared for her, it couldn't work. she loved alfie fabray.
destiny knew that he thought he'd be judged for having a son. who wouldn't think that? destiny had used to think that, that people think she was some slut going around having sex with everyone for having to get herself pregnant early. but that wasn't it at all. it had been her boyfriend, and not a slutty act. they already had been having sex, it was just one drunken night they forgot protection. she surely didn't mind if he wanted to be known as beau's father. maybe he didn't want a son, and in that case, destiny wouldn't deny him that. she'd been doing fine. and so had beau. they'd be fine without him having a father. destiny couldn't help but be pissed off at alfie a bit at first when he came back. he deserted her with no contact. it was horrible, and not only because she had been pregnant, it would've been anyway. who wouldn't feel crap if that had happened to them, their love leaving without a word?
destiny's mouth fell open a little at his words, but quickly she bit her lip and fought back a beaming smile. she couldn't, however, fight back the red tint filling her cheeks. "well, umm, thanks," she replied to him, waving away his apologies. she wasn't over him, she thought she had been. she thought she had to be, he was gone and he wasn't coming back. he had always been the one though. if he wasn't, she wouldn't have had relationship problems and think about him everytime she was with a potential long term boyfriend. but now that he was back, all the memories and feelings rushed back. but he would've been over her. his little comment had only been a compliment. she got them all the time from her best friend, riley, and he had no romantic interest in her whatsoever. destiny watched with intent, soft eyes as alfie took beau in his arms. he wanted to see how he'd react to the first time holding him. his smile grew, and destiny mirrored it. "he looks like you," she blurted out softly, saying it absent - mindedly. his whole face was like alfie's. except for his eyes. they belonged to destiny, the big brown eyes. but the face shape was the same as alfie's, and the mop of blonde hair too.
destiny smiled back at him when he did so and looked at her. she missed him, she missed what they used to be. it really felt a little strange just being... his friend, and nothing more. her image of him and her was not this. greeting each other with a small hug, and not a kiss and an 'i love you.' sitting separately, and not cuddled up. she much preferred what they used to be. and if they were what they used to be, and having a kid, that truly would be a happy family. but for now, it'd be a content, split family. but they wouldn't be sad or splitting. they weren't even together, nothing to be sad about. but she couldn't help but think they'd be better if they were now as they used to be. a big beaming smile appeared on her face as he said he loved beau. that really made her heart jump. she was delighted he did loved son, instead of just being a typical young father who just found he had a son and ditching. she couldn't help but sigh when he said he was going, closing her eyes when he kissed her cheek and took her hand quickly. when his back was turned, she ran both hands through her hair and sighed. she wanted him to stay. she then got to her feet and followed him. "alfie, you can stay. really, i want you to stay, i don't want to be alone," she called softly, no smile present and her eyes big. "just stay a little whi- what's that?" she asked him, spotting the tattoo quite quickly. she quirked a confused eyebrow, she couldn't read it from afar. but she immediatly went up to behind him and lifted his shirt and read the tattoo. she looked up to him. "my destiny...? as in... me?" she had to ask him. she looked curious as she looked up at him. it could've been years ago, he probably didn't want it anymore. heck, it mightn't have even meant her! "stay." she repeated to him then, her soft grip lingering on his shirt.
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