Post by ASPEN MORETTI. on Jul 25, 2010 14:11:37 GMT
aspen jesabella moretti. ----------
MOST PLAYED SONGS ON PENNY'S IPOD.
listen to your heart - the maine.
jump then fall - taylor swift.
tell me i'm a wreck - every avenue.
contagious - boys like girls.
mindset - every avenue.
hey, soul sister - train.
right girl - the maine.
mr winter - the maine.
the story of your life - we the kings.
LAST FIVE MESSAGES SAVED.
did you figure out what it was yet, penny? i think you should go see a doctor about it 'cause it's not normal.
sent by james myles, april 30th, 2010
hey girl, are we going out after the exam?
sent by mariella ashton, may second, 2010.
penny lenny honey, where the fuck are you? stop running away, woman!
sent by mariella ashton, may twenty-first, 2010.
i don't give a fuck.. but you should still go see a doctor. goddammit, pens.
sent by james myles, june fourth, 2010.
stop stealing my stuff. bitch.
sent by tatiana moretti, july eighteenth, 2010.
ASPEN'S JOURNAL. DON'T TOUCH.
this journal may contain stuff that has nothing to do with your nosey self. so i'd close it right now if i were you. unless you feel like dying, thank you.
dear journal,
today has been hectic. i can't deal with classes, mom's health problems, tatiana's bitchiness, knowing i'm the reincarnation of a freaking goddess and the nightmares all this together gives me. i mean, who could? tatie doesn't even want to help with mom because she says it's not her problem. what the fuck ever. that's probably the lamest excuse i've ever heard in my entire life. she's your freaking mom and you HAVE to help her! .. she frustrates me, if you hadn't noticed. i just can't keep up with it all. i do need some time to myself too, sometimes. but i can't have that. fucking great.
may fourth, 2010.
dear journal,
things seemed to have relaxed since last time i wrote. mom's doing better, dad came back from egypt and tatiana finally realised how much of a bitch she had been and how she should have helped instead of always complaining. she even apologized. i was surprised to tell you the truth. she never seems to do anything that's right so i was glad when she told me that next time something like this happened, she take her responsabilities and help. finally took some weight off of my shoulders, but the nightmares and all that jazz still come and go. i didn't get a really good night of sleep in at least four days. i don't think my body can handle it much more.
june twenty, 2010.
dear journal,
i finally went to the doctor today to see what was wrong with me like james ( <_< ) often suggested. he didn't say anything particular. i told him about the situation in my family and he said maybe the stressed caused my body all that stuff such as the fact that i was always feeling so cold, that i had huge headaches and that i can't sleep. however, i know better. i didn't want to tell james because.. that's not really something you tell to everyone, right? but i know the nightmares cause this. well, not them directly but the fact that i can't sleep because of them. most likely, yeah.
july ninth, 2010.
dear journal,
nothing has changed and it doesn't quite feel like it will ever change. i will just have to get used to not being able to sleep eight hours like every normal kid of my age. i can't really do anything else about it. i can't just ignore who i am.. right? right. i'll have to.. put up with it and make the best out of it, like i always did. even though it's been two years, i still am not used to the nightmares and the headaches and the flashbacks. but now, it's time i took control of the situation, of my life once again.
july twenty-second, 2010.
ANNIE. FIFTEEN. GMT +4. FRIEDA ROSE. NONE. ATHENA.
