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Post by LIAM O'CONNOR. on Aug 3, 2010 15:48:09 GMT
really.
well. that's nice. i think.
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Post by MIA JACKSON. on Aug 3, 2010 15:50:07 GMT
yeah. it is. ... what the hell are we doing, harold?
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Post by LIAM O'CONNOR. on Aug 3, 2010 16:06:58 GMT
i missed that. harold.
well, i don't know about you, but i'm trying not to jump out of my seat and go back to london asafp. i'm scared, mia. you're so close to me, i... i shouldn't be scared. cuz i'm a guy. and guys don't get scared―we're tough.
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Post by MIA JACKSON. on Aug 3, 2010 16:09:50 GMT
i missed you.
i've been here for a while, harold. there's nothing that makes me want to go back. now i know you're not there anymore. you are tough, harold. you're the strongest guy i know. but girls.. that tough shit doesn't impress us. you know me. i love your sensitivity. it makes you human.
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Post by LIAM O'CONNOR. on Aug 3, 2010 16:46:29 GMT
that's what pisses me off, mia. i'm not a human, anymore. not completely, anyway. and... anyway. i missed you, too. still do.
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Post by MIA JACKSON. on Aug 3, 2010 16:49:50 GMT
what do you mean you're not human anymore? you're not a fucking vampire, harold... right? <_< i'll never stop missing you. i need you. in so many different ways..
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Post by LIAM O'CONNOR. on Aug 5, 2010 4:33:05 GMT
ahahaha, um. forget it. but yeah, i think that if you really needed me, you wouldn't... y'know. wouldn't have left.
but that's my opinion.
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Post by MIA JACKSON. on Aug 5, 2010 10:18:51 GMT
wow. then you clearly don't really know me. ... fuck you, harold. just fuck you.
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Post by LIAM O'CONNOR. on Aug 5, 2010 17:28:22 GMT
you know what? fuck it.
i should be telling you to fuck off. because, from what you told me, you hurt me, not the other way around. what the fuck, mia. you expect me to be happy? i'm not. i'm fucking mad. i'm scared, i'm pissed, and you're not. helping. so fuck you, mia jackson.
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Post by MIA JACKSON. on Aug 5, 2010 17:31:50 GMT
... then why didn't you? hmm? why haven't you just let me go and moved the fuck on? like you said before, you're a lot better without me. you're scared?! you're scared? i'm scared of myself. of what i've become. i'm scared that i'm going to lose you forever. i'm scared that i'll never feel the same way about anyone like i felt when i was with you. they don't compare to you, liam. none of them do. none.. .. i mean.. well. i mean.. none.. i..
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Post by LIAM O'CONNOR. on Aug 5, 2010 17:51:04 GMT
i can't let go, okay? i can't. cuz i love you.
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... what does that mean? what've you become? who's they?
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Post by MIA JACKSON. on Aug 5, 2010 17:53:57 GMT
<_< ... ... well. .. harold..
i can't remember all of their names..really..x:
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Post by LIAM O'CONNOR. on Aug 5, 2010 17:59:31 GMT
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um.
uh...
is this a joke, mia? tell me, tell me it is. ):
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Post by MIA JACKSON. on Aug 5, 2010 18:01:07 GMT
it's not a joke, harold. i was scared, alone. i just.. i ran to the first person willing to keep me company. and it just numbed the pain. i know it doesn't make it any better.. but i wished it was you..
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Post by LIAM O'CONNOR. on Aug 5, 2010 18:07:13 GMT
wow. you know, that really isn't a thing to say. "i wished it was you." what the fuck's that supposed to mean? if you really wanted it to be me, you'd have called. or idk.
i was scared and alone, too. but i didn't start to fuck every groupie who knocked on my fucking door. i tried to kill myself instead. jesus.
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